On recovering from dark moments

Before creation really to alchemy that, there must be destruction first.

And in this case my world felt really like that, it was all being destroyed in my mind. And as you probably know already. Mind destroying. Reality destroyed already then.

This was the biggest shift that I’ve ever done and really the most challenging one too. Cause to fight against something that your mind is believing so much that it really makes it matter is so strong. To really be able to just grab all the belief systems holding you back and sit with them and observe them is hard and painful. But it’s the only way that has worked for me at least.

Also taking responsibility on your emotions is what really gave me the access to control. When actioning on emotions I was really vulnerable and not seeing all the aspects of the decision. Whether when I was detached from the emotion I was able to feel and see clearly what this has for an impact in a future way.

And ti be honest when we are taking de vision that are sometimes holding us with things as they are Is also so important to understand that it’s not that we are afraid of something new. Sometimes we are just afraid of actually being able to hold the present and reality that we really want to badly change it all so we feel we do actually are ‘’doing’’ something.

There’s a moment where you actually need to stop doing all shit, Its not that you already ‘’make it’’ 

Its more a flow that has been already found place you know.. You just found the way it works for you.. then you need to only focus in the art. And in creation entirely.

For me this means having a ‘’vehicle job’’ that is delivering all the stability needed for myself and others. I have found it in a bike and surrounded by the most gorgeous community I ever wished for.

With my dog sitting in a coffeeshop writing or editing something and unwinding in the club for the most beautiful gratitude moments.

This I show the 24/hours are running out everyday and we will just measure and balance the interaction with the outside world a that inner world. It was lately for the last. Month s a lot of isolation and deep inner work that really allowed me to access many other realms of consciousness and I also lost a bit the perception of reality and the human grounded experience as well.

So it’s important to do explore and remember yourself while having also the same amount of realism and grounding space for you and with others too.

There many misconceptions in the social media and really something that actually separates so much more the people rather that uniting them.

Let’s find again that inner purpose that is actually just. Coming from within and that reasons we do have that goes beyond material success or even retire your parents. Cause that will happen eventually. What is the reason you will continue creating for?

Mucho love, Pato