With a full heart everything is possible

With a full heart everything is possible

When your relationship with God is aligned, is authentic, is alive, you’ll see the love, the clarity and the joy in every lesson, in every chapter.

It’s Pato here, greeting you again, from a different place, from the bottom of my heart, from the deepest desire to call you there and meet you there.

In the bottom of your heart, of your knowingness. In the power you have and the magic you are.

With the feeling of victory, of glorious awe and security. That was the thing I really was craving ad looking out for all the last months and years. SECURITY is everything, for you to feel that everything will be ok, that life will be taken care of, with your wisdom and intuition you’ll find all the answers that you have forever seek

You are about to begin to fight and create for the life you know that you deserve ad ready to receive all those dreams that have started in your mind. It’s about to make them a reality… the stability, the love, the joy, and the fun. The feeling, the alignment, the purpose

Its all yours

It’s yours for every life, every second, every doubt is just a question. You’ll forever be the answer.

Nevertheless through questioning that we begin to find the answers, aka ourselves. And that ive been doing for the last couple of months.

From having everything I seemed to ever want, to quoting all of that from one day to another to really question if all these things are worth for me to experience or If really truly wanted them so badly that I was so super able to create them was my breaking point.

In the biggest moment and most full of my life and career I experience the biggest emptiness, and that hit different. The questions became louder and the desire to share, connect and create changed. I was still in the condo I wanted to live, in a gorgeous city, dream jobs and clients, nice connections and surrounded with apparently everything I wanted. Going to the club, doing sauna everyday and swimming in the club after a nap and reading was becoming more and more harder to enjoy. Writing ran out of me. Creativity went also for a holiday and my soul was asking for the same.

The only people that hold this kind of space is the real people you call family, maybe we all can’t have a perfect family, but it’s the union of it what makes everything possible. And it was the case for me, they hold me as no one could have ever done, and at my 24 years and being fully independent, working my ass off, making money from where I want and conquering with my adventures around the world was difficult for me to accept this. That it was my time to be helped ad rescued and to the other way around. This has humbled me and has healed many many things as I was a child was not always easy but thankfully we never miss anything. That was my biggest fear. That even the help I needed from my family and my country would have been the same, a bit difficult.

So it was, but it was the perfect new difficulties that gave me all the power that I have now again in my heart.

Seeing how everything also changes for the best, that as you evolve, many people does the same and the support you get has a different quality. This was everything for me, the quality of love, of time and understanding from my family was just from another world. No judgements, just love and support…some ideas and many hopes or opinions inn between that makes the ride a bit more interesting and its when you must come back to the love that they are trying to offer you in a vulnerable time.

All these have lead me to decide really if all the things that I paused, that I left or that are there waiting for me to take them back are worthy and desired from the bottom of my heart, made me realize the priorities, the values and the boundaries that exists in my life right now. All these experience after climbing so much makes me realised that coming down the peak to get some air will forever be more intelligent than continue rising with non oxygen.

Coming closer to God, to my practices, honouring the people who have taught me so much along my way and honouring the cycles of these too. Of the places, of the people, of the memories. Sitting in the kingdom within and closing the eyes. Choosing that bridge.

And I can’t wait for all these new experiences to be lived, documented and enjoyed, ill take you with me and as one of my favorite words from Rumi says:

As you walk the way, the way appears.

With gratitude and love,

X Pato